Confess your weaknesses.

I also have no offline friends.

 

That means you have no friends. I hope you are mistaken. Do you have family, siblings, cousins? I don't have lots of friends, but I have friends I have been close to for 50 years. (I'm 53.)

A friend isn't someone who agrees with you on the internet. A friend looks out for your best interests. He warns you when you are doing something stupid. He comforts you when you are hurting. You don't need many of those people, but you need some. The best way to get friends is to be a friend. I'd suggest church or some kind of volunteer work. Foster rescue dogs or something. I hope I helped.

 

I have ADD and come across as totally absentminded. I can be sulky and difficult. I am a worrywart, I can get too self absorbed.

 

All geniuses also have emotional or behavioral abnormalities.

While not all the abnormal are geniuses, it is a likely mark of intelligence.

 

Of course my parents are my friends. My grandmother RIP was my best friend. I have no peer friends.

 

Thank you. I do not fit into Society nor do I want to!

 

Antisocial (not in the criminal sense), judgemental, introvert here.

 

I do not fit into this Society, and I do not want to.

I am definitely not a criminal. The only type of successful criminal is a drug dealer -- I am not fit for that career, nor am I interested.

 

This might be a good time to relfect on the possibility that's a liability rather than an asset.

 

It was just an obvious link. If you are afraid of showing weakness then it is a confidence issue. That isn't a judgement. But then to accept that requires confidence. Of course it depends on the circumstances. You obviously don't want to show weakness in the face of an enemy.

My biggest weakness is beauty - beautiful women. I literally live for beauty and my entire life revolves around it. And while I am a sex maniac, it isn't just about sex. I enjoy the company as much as the sex. The young woman I'm seeing right now really knows how to push my buttons. She takes off her clothes when she gets here; for example on Friday evening. And doesn't put anything on until she leaves on Sat afternoon. She might as well have given a shot of morphine. There is really nothing in the world that I would rather be doing than enjoying an evening or morning, with a beautiful naked woman.

I have often wondered what will happen when the day comes that I can't do this anymore. I may just drop dead. I really don't know. When I said I live for this, I wasn't kidding. This is what stopped me from shooting myself in the head over 7 years ago.

 

Autism and Depression are both a liability and an asset.

 

Love and companionship with a woman can bring great happiness to a man. I do not know about women's feelings on relationships.

Given my Autism and Depression, I never look for a relationship. Part of being responsible is never taking on a responsibility I can not handle. Relationships, cars, many jobs are not for most autistics.

 

No doubt they are, to people who value excuses.

 

Being on a political forum website and asked to confess my weaknesses is leading right now. ;-0