Love was defined in what one had. In what one was applauded for. What one was recognized for. After all, all the men and women who were in the who's who list were well loved and well admired. Their works were embraced with Love. However not everyone was gifted with Love. Many who did not succeed to the levels of being recognized nor applauded looked upon themselves as the 'unloved'. They looked upon themselves as the 'unrecognized'. They looked upon themselves as 'unworthy'. After all, they had not received those things which the others did. The poor of the lands began to feel this way. They looked upon their poverty as a sign of not receiving Love. They felt as if they did not receive Love from any other human being or even from God Himself. Soon, mankind caught onto this emotion of unworth and began plotting to have all mankind under a few leaders' rule and dominion. There were some of the human race that had a hunger to rule and to be recognized and to be adored. And what better way than to be the Providers of the World? So the poor and those that felt as if their life was not worth any cent of any human being began to cry out. They cried out to anyone, to anything which would help them 'be' as the others of the world were. Well dressed, well spoken, well adored, well respected. They wanted entry into the fine dinings and they wanted in into the fine luxuries. Is.IL became a form of this. Members of Is.IL were treated as 'royalty'. They could enter into any fine eatery, any fine hotel and have their eats and stays free of charge. Just to be near their presence was, for the owners, a well respected visit. In other parts of the world, the Mafia and their members, were also treated in like manner. Their rings were kissed upon entry. The patronages bowed their heads when they entered. They were treated with respect and honor. But the poor had none of this honor. They had none of this respect. They began to pick up arms to gain their honor and respect. They began to follow suit of those that were receiving. Free eats, free board. This was the conspiracy of Love of the who's who and who's nots. I only had 60 or 70 or 80 years to live on this planet which was created in Love, out of Love, through Love for Love. And within these 60 or 70 or 80 years, my life was spent seeking the Love that everyone, but myself, had received. It was amazing. After looking back on my Earth lived years, I realized at which points in time I felt the most secure and most content. I realized in which points in time I was most Loved. It was within those moments that I was alone, in the quiet times, in the 'left alone' by and of the world times that I was the most 'whole' I ever was in my entire Earth given years of Life.
